I know it is hard to live a christian life in this world more than ever before...?

I have been in&out of church all my life I am now 35, and I have tried to live the best I can without Jesus,but I can't.I know he's the only 1 I can count on to be there for me,and he is a man of his word.I was raised full-gospel (non-denominational), and I believe in the Father,Son,and Holy Spirit even though I have never spoke in tongues. I have lived the life of a sinner,and I know it isn't for me I just recently went back to Jesus,but I find myself cursing sometimes and getting angry-not at GOD, but with other people.I feel convicted after and apologize to him. He knows my thoughts, and I feel like a hypocrite.I yet continue to read and try to live a christian life.I'm not perfect, but I try to be&do good.Like the other day-I went to Bingo.I felt convicted so I decided not to ever go again.There are other things in my life that I have to change, but why do I still feel like a hyporcrite? I do need other christians in my life. If you are of christian faith-please respond.