Afraid of going through another c -section?

I had the same experience as you with all the tries for the spinal/epidural and it hurt like hell! I really don't want to go through that either, and yes it is your choice. I will choose general anesthesia again, and I feel like they should allow it if you had an unsuccessful attempt at a spinal/epidural. I guess all you can do is ask your doctor and hopefully he/she will be understanding. My back still hurts-5 months later! I know you feel like your husband is missing out, but in the end all that matters is you and the baby and the safest route to get him/her here. So don't feel guilty! Everything happens for a reason!